life had been busy this past few days.

anyway, I just changed the colour of my braces! =0 its sky blue in colour! the colour isnt too obvious initially, but nw. its obvious! LOL.

jus wondering what am i really doing in sch nw. just a simple data entry i could make so many mistakes. DANIEL! U had to "merticulous" in my portion of my work from nw ON! Let me promise myself that i would put 95% best effort in BSC! 5% to interact with others. hahas. i am beginning to like my stopover in BSC now!

recently got into trouble again. i received a call, and was ordered to go to sps. haix. sometimes, its not just about the friends you make, its about the friends whom you decided to put your trust in. i am 100% confident that i did not flout any rules, and my conscious is clear. pondering over if i should tell my parents about it.

A schoolmate asked me.. "what is ur passion?", "what do you want to be in the future?", What are your hobbies?" OMG! i am totally stunned. hahas. theres so much i want to share, but i am actually stuttering. LOL! haahs. let me recall, i play the piano, swim, tennis, daydream, school, sleep, listen music. hahas.

actually, i was actually fond of setting up my own candy empire one day. dreaming of actually making those colourful candies, fanciful chocolates, and delicious yummy ice cream. i had been actually wanting to search for a suitable shop to work in, however, i always landed myself in sales, admin etc.

i want to learn how to hand-make chocolates, candies, and ice-cream! i am looking for a job in this area of interest. but i dosent seem successful. Sometimes, i really want to patronize these outlets and ask if they do accept volunteers. LOL

=) rather busy this week. sch's project started.

Friday: Played my first ever tennis game in school with js, sh, and cy in sch. And we realised one thing, we dosen't really need great power on the racket to send the ball flying to the opposite side, but just tapping on them. HAHAS.

Its really 3mins of play time vs 9mins of ball picking! The balls are flying everywhere!!! i suggest, those tennis court to build higher heights of the green fence. LUCKY WE NEVER GO YCK mrt there SIA! confirm malukuku. Hahas.

i got a feeling my racket kinda too heavy. LOL. however, i guess i got more control over it compared to using theirs. woohoo.. i like my racket.

went over to tpy lor 5 hawker eat supper on cy's bike. Nearly have accident lah!

anyway, the food over there is great @@ First time eat the dry-version of ban-mian. not bad lah. but abit dry lo. LOL. ordered a plate of the $8 or-jian and shared. my throat's feeling so uncomfortable nw. sore throat

today: i cant breathe properly. very irritating, nearly choke on a couple of times. 2 more weeks to the test date. lets hope i could make it! Went over to IMM giant with parents to shop. yah.

Lets hope for the best tmr.

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

super shag! walked thru the whole ikea with JS in search of the add-in piece of furniture in my closet. its named as an organizer btw. Initially found one which i really like, its been designed with green and white stripes, which additional side pockets. it was out of stock! boo! bought an alternate one, which is white in colour, no stripes -____-

JS bought 2 hand-towels, 1 bowl and 1 plate. lmao. he bought 6 balls too from queensway, for this friday's tennis. balls balls. i don't knw why they had to be sealed up anyway. You should observe how he ate the 2nd hotdog today.

those hangers i wanted are real exp! $1.90 each. wow! sian one big 1/2. never bought any in the end =(

Thinking of sticking some wallpaper at the back of my closet. To give it some life. Like those i saw in ikea. Wondering should i paste those? i dun wan my closet to look like so dull. Perhaps dark blue? or coffee brown. =)

oh yah! i want to buy the the beige wollen tray or whatever its named, where-by i could put my ties, belts and stuff. haiyo -_-

Tried arranging some of my clothes up, as i usually do. Its a huge pile really. managed to clear off some which i dun think i would wear. Guess i shall donate it away somehow =)

i really want to go for this upcoming trip. But my budget's rather very tight. My income's seriously negative by a great deal. how? how? Borrow from parents? i dun want them to feel the strain too.

i am different from my "him".

this time really GG ler.

Whats the most shocking news?!

LONDON - A 13-year-old boy pictured in a British tabloid cradling an infant is reportedly one of the country's youngest-known fathers.

Baby-faced and only 4 feet (1.22 meters) tall, the boy, Alfie, was just 12 when he impregnated Chantelle, now 15, The Sun said. Shown in a video posted Friday to the tabloid's Web site, Alfie looks more like he's 8 _ not 13 _ as he takes the newborn girl in his arms.

By RAPHAEL G. SATTER,Associated Press Writer AP - Saturday, February 14

read from http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090214/twl-eu-britain-father-at13-c8e2916.html

wow?! whats the world becoming to?

i seriously felt like dying after swimming for 10 laps non-stop and threading in the water for 3 long minutes immediately during my lesson on sat. its just another crash-course i am going thru, and the test's date so near. I WILL MAKE IT!

Arranging my personal corner in my room out. its a small messy crampy area, which not much space to move around. btw, its only (2.1m x 2.4m) big. so, yeah, there isn't much to expect. I am going to declare for my personal space!

Managed to remove up to 50% of the furniture out. OUT is the bedside table, as well as the mini cupboard which my bro stores all his books. all i got left, was my bed, and my personal study table. hmm, i need somemore space! i feel like throwing away my table too! my brother's side of the bedroom is so messy, kinda puts me off. thinking of getting a curtain or some stuff to hide away.

i am suggesting in a proposal to remove certain posters/paintings/pictures off the wall, which are previously hung by my father. ITs going to be a hard campaign! and seriously, i do need to work out some tedious planout.

i am going to ikea to get some proper hangers, containers, as well as some seperators, to divide my closet up into different portions. Got so much variety of clothes, but kinda manggled up altgt. got to seperate them between colours, as well as plain or colourful. hahas.

tell me where i could fork out another $300 cash to go for a cruise like this? i had also been hit by the financial crisis! no part time job, little allowance, and totally no subsides for my expenditure/investments, i am becoming so dead. so dead. i am tired

Local CFA firefighter David Tree shares his water with an injured Australian Koala at Mirboo North after wildfires swept through the region. Suspicions that the worst wildfires ever to strike Australia were deliberately set led police to declare crime scenes Monday in towns incinerated by blazes, while investigators moving into the charred landscape discovered more bodies. The death toll stood at 181.

Copyrights from http://news.sg.msn.com/article.aspx?cp-documentid=2454018&page=2

may god bless them, stop the wildfires, as they are endangering our lives!



hmm. speaking of god, i had made up my mind after some deep consideration. i am going to stay as a free thinker, but partially more believing in the side of buddhism.
what mum sae really knock some sense in me. comparing e 2 fathers, one brought you up painstakingly up for 18 years, and one who u just met perhaps less than a year back. which one would you choose? let me decide some time later back to seriously choose my religion. let me have the opportunity and time to feel it for my ownself. There's really no point in jumping into something, you aren't sure of it yourself.

driving lessons' bored today. the instructor's totally quiet the whole 2 hours omg!
ok, finally i cant take it, and i just let out a murmur after an hour or so, commenting that doing turns are boring! i think he's kena pissed off or smt, BUT HEY! I AM NT PAYING 80 BUCKS IN A SINGLE SESSION TO DO FARKING TURNS TURNS TURNS RIGHT? okay. he instructed me to move out of the circuit. then, we went to some really busy traffic junctions. he's really kinda like, pondering over something in his mind.

OKAY i admit. i am slow, my speed might not be the farntastic 50km/hr and above, those cars out there are like travelling faster than me. u can hear those honks and see those swift overtakings. I am trying to be a safe driver lo! sian! what i usually observe my friends/siblings/father do is 50% wrong. e.g. stop at the stopline etc

he only speak to tell me turn left, switch lanes. and dats all! -_- sian lo.

i encountered lots of problems during my drive outside the circuit, ask him how he also didnt even bothered to explain =( but nvm. i gained invaluable experience, such as, its ok to make mistakes. if they just kept quiet, pump on the accelerator and you will find your AT least i knew how to use the handbrake nw.

I PASSED MY FTT! WOOTS! nw i got to work hard for my TP test. wahaha

=) =) =)

bought my first ever tennis racket today! it was definitely a meaningful and experience evening defintely. ok. we went searching for my beloved racket.

Guess where we headed to in our first destination?

Cash Converters! -______-

Hmm.. being marvelled by how low the prices could go! 2nd hand rackets definitely, and some MIC 1st hand rackets are selling at the price of perhaps, less than $15!

Nth caught my eye, until i saw this black wilson racket. hmm. the frame's abit too many of scatches, but js sae it was quite "value-added". excluding the physical appearances, the weight, frame, and some chim terms, is considerable excellent! ok, after his confident speech and persuasive talks, i bought it at $12! he offered voluntairly to even pay half of the cost to assure me. WOOTS. lol

headed to Lucky Plaza to check out the racket he's eyeing. The price is exorbitant! it is some $209 excluding those strings, i would never spend that money man! hmm. i changed the handgrip of my racket over there as i feel it would be more hygienic, pleasant and sorts. Actually still want to change the strings, and buy a protective cover to hide all those ugly scratches. But come to think of it, why not i just play till i screw up those strings, den one shot upgrade all at a single time. more shuang. hahas.

oh yah! while the auntie was changing the handgrip for me. This was the scenerio that was pretty funny!

Auntie: Boy arhs, this racket is yours?

ME: yah, nice right? (cheeky grin)

Auntie: yeah! its a good and quality racket. When did you buy it?

ME: oh! i bought it only recently! At a steal! TWELVE DOLLARS ONLY AT CASH CONVERTERS! oops? hahas.

Auntie: sian 1/2. kept quiet until the whole transaction was done.

LOL.let me assume that this racket is a good one =)

went to topman at wisma to complete my objective. Those cardigans are super exp! one thin piece of cloth $69 to $89 =(
Spotted this piece of purple cardigan. reason? it was $19!! i had a $10 gv and it brings down the total cost to $9. kinda cheap. JS offered to blangjah me $6 earlier on, so bring forward. I bought this cardigan at $3. LOL! song bo!

hell lot of jokes. erm. during the mrt ride. a comment from him made lots of communters either feel in digust, uncomfortable and EVEN shun away from both of us. lmao.

it was just a joke/meaningless conversation after all.

In search of the mystery lanyard, last disappeared since 2 mths back.

found it in one of e hidden compartments of my crumplers' bag. how muddlehead am i? 0.0

Tmr's my FTT test!! did 2 trial tests previously and i found that i could answer most of the questions. Well, dats most, not all. Hope i pass tmr, so i could faster faster apply for my TP test. hmm! learning driving is fun, however, its bloodsucking, as my savings, are almost as good as all gone! =(

my ulcer on my tongue is so devastating! i just gulped, or swallow all my food the previous days, and i knew definitely, that was not healthy. My head's giddy since last night till now. Headache -_-

The current situation of my attachment looks rather positive/bright. Full of hopes, and enthusiasm in it. Hahas, hope its aren't as scrwed up as my first stopover.

spent half of my day TILL 3PM today in La Tale. BECOS THERE WAS FREE 2X EXP! And i just realized hw no-life i am.

Headed to suntec to changed my asiasoft pin in mid-noon. Finally i could play cabal? dam "KM" sell my account, dun get me in shit pls!

Met up with my mama and didi later on over at bugis in the evening. My younger bro bought a brown coloured wallet from the wallet shop. Ok. not bad.

Sry KB dat i am unable to have dinner with you today. The pain is seriously. Too hard to describe in words. PAIN!

i still had a problem in chewing. my mouth feels so clenched altogether. The ulcer under my tongue just worsens and the surface area had increased! i gulped down 1tr of pokka green tea, and almost 2.5 ltr of plain water. But it dosent seem to help. Oh craps. i think i might have constipation.

There's a blood donation drive at Kolam Ayer CC on the 22th Feb. Its' near my hse =)

just a walk over the street. We could also head down to outram if you do not want to come my house. If ya interested, pls msg me. haha.

gtg. bsu starts tmr at 9am.

Half excited =)

Half nervous =(

Life's pretty hectic. Cant recall much.

Cheers gathering over at howen's hse.

meet-ups, old school gatherings, dinners, lunches, and BUFFET! (i had an ulcer

hmm. life's pretty opening up when i reach 19. i shall do everything i had, b4 i find it too late.

been taking up lessons here and there.

took up swimming. yeah. kinda abit ermz, yah too late. heck it! my first test date's on this coming mar 17. gt to buy some pyjamus thou.

hmm.. little addicted to some games recently. Mafia wars on facebook, la-tale online game. getting bored and sick of those gradually.

yeah. i am reading up more on the tennis sport now. Kinda pretty interested. At least i knew who is federer or smt. hmm. going to source for some buddies, and a racket, seriously.